I really want to go to sleep, but at the same time I want to stay up and do something productive. I love sleep and I wish I had more of it, but lately I've been feeling that sleeping is cutting back on the time that I can actually enjoy doing the things I want to do. At the same time, if I do not sleep then I will have poor health and die of fatige. As I type this I am listening to the Beatles, as always they put me in such a happy mood that I suddenly love everythng about my life even if it is imperfect. I think I have come to the conclusion that they are not human. Or maybe they are, but as a collective they become a super human that creates the most unique, creative, and smart music I have ever heard. Jimi Hendrix comes at a close second. Their voices are perfect in unison, almost as if they were meant to be one voice. The music, especially during the later years is packed with layers of creativity and amazement. Only super humans can come up with such song arrangements and overall concepts. What is amazing is that they put so much attention to every aspect of their songs even at the very last second. Have you heard "Helter Skelter"? The beggining is so powerful that even though I have heard the song a bizillion times it gives me a tiny chill that runs down my back. The voice, the power....Imagine a world without music. That would be a pretty scary place because there would be a huge whole in our lives.